The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming
but.......
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking
but......I......!!!!!!
Got to keep trying....................
Got to keep my head held high ............

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?
is waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down
but........
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But .......
these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I...........................,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on.......................................

JAYA SUPERMARKET

PETALING JAYA: One of the city’s earliest landmarks, Jaya Supermarket, collapsed while demolition work was going on, killing two Indonesian workers.

Inalillah wainnalilah irajiun. Subhanaallah....................kuasa allah tiada siapa dapat menghalang.
Jaya Supermarket reminds me of my childhood......Dulu masa sekolah, bangunan ni lah aku dan rakan-rakan dok melepak.Sekolah ku tak jauh dari Jaya supermarket just across the road "Sekolah Rendah Seri Petaling ".

Kalau sebut je student dari Sekolah Seri Petaling kembang segala-galanya wow mesti pandai,mesti datang dari keluarga yang kaya pendek kata semuanya cite yang bagus-bagus je..
tapi hakikatnya memang itulah kenyataannya memang bagus pun..........mana taknya Sekolah Seri Petaling merupakan sekolah yang terbaik dalam Malaysia.Student yang berjaya memperolehi 5 A's UPSR(Penilaian Darjah 5) sering kali melebihi yang di jangka student setiap tahun. Aku sangat berbangga dilahirkan dari sekolah ini.Terima Kasih Cikgu .Sayang Cikgu.......

Kenangan manis yang paling manis ketika melepak kat Jayalah... di Jaya Supermarket pot yang kami dok tunggu-tunggu setiap minggu.Sementara menunggu latihan rumah sukan bermula di sebelah petang aku dan rakan - rakan akan stay back dan melepaskan kerinduan untuk window shopping.Itu saja sudah cukup memberi kepuasan al maklumlah budak sekolah mana ada duit ......Nanti minta mak lebih lebih kantoi lak....

Salah seorang senior ku Datuk Mukhriz Tun Mahathir.Maaf Datuk .............
The Beatles (Sekolah Seri Petaling)tak pernah luput dalam ingatan ku.Boleh tahan gak Datuk menyanyi erk?Ketika.... tu Tun Mahathir belum lagi Perdana Menteri beliau hanya Menteri Pelajaran Malaysia.Selalu gak aku berpeluang berjumpa dengan beliau.

Masa alam persekolahan aku agak lasak orangnya.Banyak masa aku luangkan di padang sekolah bermain chopping dan boomerang bersama budak lelaki.Love tak ujud dalam diary hidup ku ketika itu kalau nak compare dengan rakan -rakan perempuan sebaya dok main cinta dengan budak lelaki "Bukit Bintang Boy School "just across the road. EEEEEE malas nak layan....puppy
love....

Anw semua kenangan manis tu.... hanya datang sekali dalam hidup walaupun kadang kala teringin ianya berulang kembali. ..........mustahil.......

"The Power of thin slicing "

Blog...........

I tell u what .... i m going to MPH looking for a book entitled Blink.This book was recommended by Ally Iskandar in one of my favourite TV show.It's sound interesting..........

What is Blink about?

It's a book about rapid cognition, about the kind of thinking that happens in a blink of an eye. When you meet someone for the first time, or walk into a house you are thinking of buying, or read the first few sentences of a book, your mind takes about two seconds to jump to a series of conclusions. Well, "Blink" is a book about those two seconds, because I think those instant conclusions that we reach are really powerful and really important and, occasionally, really good.

You could also say that it's a book about intuition, except that I don't like that word. In fact it never appears in "Blink." Intuition strikes me as a concept we use to describe emotional reactions, gut feelings--thoughts and impressions that don't seem entirely rational. But I think that what goes on in that first two seconds is perfectly rational. It's thinking--its just thinking that moves a little faster and operates a little more mysteriously than the kind of deliberate, conscious decision-making that we usually associate with "thinking." In "Blink" I'm trying to understand those two seconds. What is going on inside our heads when we engage in rapid cognition? When are snap judgments good and when are they not? What kinds of things can we do to make our powers of rapid cognition better?

Look for the rainbows

When you have a happier outlook on life. You see the positive in disagreements rather than letting it hurt you.

We can't have everything.So! i m learning to be grateful for all i have.........

If last Sunday my destination was Taman Aman and for today i decided to go Taman Jaya

Hip....hip Horay !!! Lina Boleh....

On the way to Taman Jaya .

Passed the Federal Highway.Are you willing to be the stunt man?(Snapped from The Volkswagen Show Room)





My bike's dream "when i grow up i wanna be HARLEY DAVIDSON"hehehe(Harley Davidson Show Room)

"NAZA WORLD " The show room for the luxury cars.

The view of AMCORP MALL from Taman Jaya.WHOAH!

MBPJ Tower from Dataran Petaling Jaya

The oldest A & W Restaurant in Malaysia
(State, Petaling Jaya)

My next destination SEREMBAN kut.........

When life gives u lemons,learn to make lemonade.

Jeng ,jeng,jeng ...............Last sunday aku decided nak g cycling ke Taman Aman dari rumah just nak test sejauh mana stamina ku.Wow dats me aku berjaya......lina boleh yea!!!!!!!hip hip horayyy.

Sesampainya aku di Taman Aman baru aku sedari betapa indahnya ciptaan allah swt.Semua yang dicipta ada hikmah disebaliknya.



On the way to Taman Aman.Indahnya ciptaan allah swt.

Nampak tak Putra train tuuuu....?Malaysia masa kini.

Peace no War !

Melepaskan kehausan di hadapan rumah idaman.

Stop pointing fingers.

Never start a fight by putting the blame on the other party even if he or she is at fault.

Don't blame each other for the emotional consequences of the fight.

Take responsibility for your own feelings............

"No one understands my emotions better than i"

Disagreements are bound to arise in every relationship whether you like it or not!

Because we all have different thoughts ,desires and values...........

Redang oh Redang

Sedih.................tak dapat pergi Redang.Resort tu under renovation benci,benci,benci dah berkobar kobar nak pergi pastu tak jadi lak.Anw bukan kita menentukan.....semuanya kehendak ilahi "Kita Merancang Allah Menentukan"Amin......

Kawan datang dan pergi......

وَعَسَى أَن تَكْرَهُواْ شَيْئًا وَهُوَ خَيْرٌ لَّكُمْ وَعَسَى أَن تُحِبُّواْ شَيْئًا وَهُوَ شَرٌّ لَّكُمْ وَاللّهُ يَعْلَمُ وَأَنتُمْ لاَ تَعْلَمُونَ
Ertinya : "dan mungkin apa yang kamu benci itu adalah baik untukmu dan mungkin apa yang kamu sukai itu adalah buruk untukmu, Allah lebih mengetahui dan sesungguhnya kamu tidak mengetahuinya" (Al-Baqarah : 216)

Alhamdulilah.... ayat ini menyedarkan aku erti kehidupan.Tak semua yang kita suka itu indah dan sempurna dan jangan sekali- kali memandang rendah dan membenci seseorang.

Antara B_ _ dan Z_ _bagai langit dan bumi.Gaya hidup dan pemikiran mereka amat berbeza hanya jantina saja nampak persamaannya.Bagaimanapun hanya aku saja yang dapat menilainya siapa yang layak dipanggil kawan....sejati. !

ketulusan Hati

Ketulusan Hati

Sedihku..... sakit ku .......ku terima

ku rela...... ku pasrah ......jalan ku

Ini suratan aku di cuba

Demi rahmatmu ku bermohon

Ya allah..................redhai ketulusan hati

Ya allah.................beri aku ketabahan

Ya allah..................aku sanggup berkorban........

Demi rahmat mu ya allah............................

Di dunia yang sarat godaan.

Ku Mohon dosaku ampunkan

Ingin bahagia dunia akhirat.

Turunkan rahmat mu untukku.

Ya allah...................REDHAI KETULUSAN HATI.

New frens and new hobby.

New frens? Mat salleh........ New Hobby ? Biking Babe

So....adventure tak??

So! jom join me biking jom.... every sunday FRIM.......Masuk hutan baru class....

Happy Birthday to me!

Hiiiii Blog,

10 April 2009,/20 April 2009(Dalam i.c my dad registered lambat)

Semalam hari jadiku.......yang ke berapa ye?Yang ke 4+++.

Baru aku realised dah tua aku erk...berapa lama lagi aku akan bisa duduk,berdiri,berlari,tersenyum,menangis,ketawa,marah, geram dan segala perasaan yang silih berganti .Berapa lama lagi?....................dapatkah aku menjawab soalan itu.?Sudah pasti aku tidak mampu menjawapnya.Ajal, maut ,jodoh, pertemuan hanya Allah s.w.t. dapat menjawapnya.

Bagaimana harus aku jalani sisa sisa hidup ini.?Ada ketikanya aku rasa putus asa dengan kehidupan ku sekarang.....aku masih mengingati kehidupan dulu yang sangat indah ketika arwah "papa" masih hidup.Arwah "papa" suami yang sangat tampan,baik, penyayang,romantik,pemurah pendek kata semuanya sempurna.....aku begitu bahagia sekali bersamanya ditambah dengan kehadiran puteri dan putera yang comel -comel.Segala permintaanku tidak pernah diabaikan.

Tapi kini semuanya tinggal kenangan.....Aku harus jalani dan harungi hidup walaupun kadang kala begitu perit sekali .Tak kala melihat wajah-wajah comel yang di hadiahkan oleh arwah papa kepadaku hadiah yang sangat berharga akan ku belai dan jaga seumpama nyawaku.

Ingatlah.... Siti Diana Daniel Jansz,Mohd Iskandar Jansz dan Mohd Zikri Jansz mama terlalu menyayangi mu.Nana dan adik-adik yang memberi mama nafas baru agar mama dapat menjalani hidup ini dengan tenang.

SITI DIANA DANIEL JANSZ sekirannya mama tiada di dunia ini jagalah adik-adik dengan kasih sayang yang tak berbelah bagi dan bajai lah adik-adik dengan ajaran agama kerana agama yang akan mendidik kita menjadi insan yang cemerlang di dunia dan akhirat. Al-quran jangan di lupakan walaupun sebaris ayat.

Siti Diana mama percaya dan yakin kakak akan menjadi seorang kakak yang di kagumi adik-adik.

p/s .Terima kasih anak-anakku diatas hadiah yang begitu cantik.Mama Luv all of u so much!

Copy n paste from Utusan Malaysia (Bicara Agama)

Mengharap pertolongan Allah

PERTOLONGAN yang dijanjikan Allah tetap berlaku kerana Allah berkuasa menukar gantikan sesuatu keadaan sebagaimana kuasa-Nya memasukkan malam pada siang dan memasukkan siang pada malam (silih berganti); dan (ingatlah) sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mendengar Lagi Maha Melihat. (al-Haj: 61)

HURAIAN
Sebagai hamba Allah, manusia bersifat lemah dan saling memerlukan antara satu sama lain.
Kerana sifat itu jugalah, mereka sering dianiaya dan hak mereka dicabuli. Telah menjadi lumrah kehidupan juga siapa yang kuat dan berkuasa akan disanjung dan dihormati. Sementara mereka yang lemah pula akan ditindas dan dizalimi.
Oleh yang demikian mereka hendaklah bersabar di atas dugaan yang menimpa mereka dengan mengharapkan pertolongan Allah SWT. Berdoa dan bertawakal kepada Allah sepenuh hati kerana Allah berkuasa atas segalanya sebagaimana berkuasanya Allah menguasai peraturan alam buana ini.
Diciptakan-Nya malam dan siang silih berganti. Begitu juga pertukaran musim-musim sama ada musim panas, sejuk, luruh dan sebagainya. Kekuasaan-Nya sungguh mengagumkan dengan tidak pernah mungkir atau terlewat. Janji Allah itu pasti berlaku.
Mereka yang beramal soleh dan menuruti suruhan-Nya akan mendapat balasan syurga. Sebaliknya mereka yang ingkar dengan melanggar perintah-Nya akan dimasukkan ke neraka.

KESIMPULAN
Kita hendaklah sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan dan keredaan dari Allah SWT, bukan memohon pertolongan dari kuasa-kuasa lain kerana dibimbangi akan menjadikan kita tergolong ke dalam golongan orang-orang yang mensyirikkan Allah.
Sesungguhnya Allah itu amat berkuasa terhadap sesuatu dan akan menolong hamba-hamba-Nya yang mengharapkan pertolongan daripada-Nya. Oleh itu, sentiasalah kita berdoa dan bertawakal kepada-Nya.

Copy n paste from my favorite blog (Adam)

Watched a real life malay drama unfolds in the rain.me and my housemate was walking towards the shop we always go to for dinner,

and along the way there was this couple; with no umbrellas walking ahead of us. i don't know if its just me or its pretty obvious but when drama's unfold my eyes could spot it without a blank.at first they were walking hand in hand in the rain (blardy romantic ain't it?) like any other couple would but some how or rather, the girl seems hesistant to walk. like she was drag out into the rain with some force. on and off the would hold hands with the girl pulling her hands at time and stopping in the rain. they said some stuff which by distance i couldnt make out of but obviously they were fighting (oooher.. drama drama dramaa). they walked a bit more and hold hands and stopped. she turned around, they argued though no screaming or shouting but just talking. she took something off her finger and gave the bugger. even put it into his hands. (pergh....someone should call mohaiden razak..) he looked stumped, she walked off. he looked stumped again and she left him in the rain. (damn it would love to see him running after her and begging on his knees, but alas .. guys being guys .. hahahahaha) .. more walking from her and he also walked off in the other direction, looking back once in a while. then walked off for good. stupid arse.. should have run back after her and said freaking 'i love you' or 'im sorry' ... hahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha..seriously i watched it with my own two eyes...


i repeat "GUYS BEING GUYS' ..........adam oh adam.hahahaha......
Adam lelaki ke pempuan??? kah,kah,kah.....

Bowling Tournament.

Piala Dato' Dr.Azizi Haji Omar(Damansara Specialist Hospital)

Date:4th April 2009

Time: 4.00pm

Venue: U Bowl,One Utama

Hampers,Hampers, Hampers.....LCD TV! in your dream.....:)haha

So,it was Saturday.but not the usual 'OMG!BORING NAK MATI-SATURDAY'.This Sat was extremely FUN!!!It has been long time i never actually enjoy my sport-life.you know,for the past 5 years when I was in Kedah bowling centre was like my second home.Going to bowling with friends and went back home at like 2 am(so late you know!)normally lepak kat kedai mamak.huh,such a wonderful memories..but aaaaaaaaaaanyway that was past.bye bye Kedah-life.bowling life in PJ,here I come!!!watch out!!nanti Shahlin menangis nanti.So,last sat i met a lotttttttt of my damansara and smc frens.I thought i was kinda suck.but suprisingly i won second place.dapat hamper besarrr and medal but score so damn terokk.but syukur alhamdulillah.at least penat lah jugak nak angkat hamper yg macam gajah tu..

Jalan jalan cuci mata di "One Utama"

Zikri and Iskandar dok dalam nie satu hari pun takpe.........
yang sakit...... mama depalahhhhh......

Permandangan dari roof top "One Utama"

Rocks On mannn.....

Sound system kat belakang keta.Camner ada interested ke?

Jom g Sepang Circuit jommmm....

Look .......jangan marah shirt sepang circuit....

120 bucks babe ...mahal tapi berbaloiiiiii....

Aku punya sukalah...... duit aku.....

Strike babe!!!!!!

Sunday g training bowling kat OU (One Utama) for the Bowling Tournament lawan ngan Damansara Specialist Hospital.

Kita tengok sape yang kena!!!!!!!!!!

Menangis Shahlin kalau lawan nieee........

After training g WAFFLE WORLD makan... lapar babeee.

Diana's order Banana Almond Waffle. ......mmmmm nyum,nyummm.

Mama Diana's order Meat ball with cheese and lupa lak nama sauce tuuuu....belasah jeee dah lapor nieee

Saturday NIght

28 March 2009

EARTH HOUR

(8.30pm -9.30pm)

Anw, support lah sikit erkkk, apa perasaan kita kalau orang lain tidak menghargai apa yang kita lakukan......sedih....

Sorry mak teh and pak teh datang rumah dalam kegelapan................nak makan pun terpaksa bergelap.Sorry erk kena dera ngan anak buah yang nakal....hehehe ampun tak buat lagi........Sayang mak teh and pak teh. Ina luv both of u.

Saturday, 28 March 2009

Lunch kat "SECRET RECIPE"... ngan sape lagi ? Abby lah,

CurrySeafood Noodles

Tiramisu Cake

Being a woman.....

I am here again, with a fork in the road and i cant decide whether to go left or right. each road enticing me to pick it as my destination. i try to look at the sky for stars to guide me, but it blinks and disappeared behind the clouds. i try to stretch out my hand and perhaps feel which is the warmest . but all i felt was the cold wind. so i closed my eyes, and prayed, prayed to the Allah to pull back this kind of feeling toward him.....

Brain is thinking , clock is ticking.

Lately, obviously I have serious trouble knowing what I want……..

I have difficulty solving problem because I don’t know what actually I want ?

Last night I had long discussion with him getting about what actually I want?……
(Thanks Bud. … for your great point of view .)

The solution….

• Think positively
  
• Get clear what actually u want.
  
• Write it down what actually u want.
  
• Be prepared for the worst.
  
• Be prepared to say ‘no”
  
• Don’t get caught up a lot of worry and noise inside your head.
  
• Have a backup solution.

By recording your dreams and goals on paper, you set in motion the process of becoming the person you most want to be.